An Open Diary Of A Narcisstic Creature

Last year while i’m still enjoying my summer vacation in Indonesia, for some unknown reason, i guess its merely because i’m bored perhaps, i found myself searching my mom’s cabinet and look for some interesting things in there or if i’m lucky some pocket money..

But i found some random hand-made birthday cards and some old notes of appreciation for my mom instead. It’s quite perplexing for me to find out those things… largely because i wondered why would my mom keeps those dirty and low- quality gifts that i thought everybody else would throw it straight to the garbage can.

Then i remembered, whether it’s valetine’s day or tuesday, i’d randomly scribbled her some words of admiration or simply a thanks on a piece of scratch paper.

 I think i haven’t done this in 8 years. Now, if i had enough money, i just hand her a greetings card and say “Enjoy!” …At least i still have these memories as momentos to remind myself that i once had a soul.

~ by Ray on November 21, 2008. Tagged: childhood memories, momentos, My Life as it is